A personal and inspiring journey through miscarriages and healthcare, from the 1990's to the present. Miscarriage care includes D&C or a "surgical abortion". The author received care in the 1990's focused on her health and future fertility. But in the post Dobbs-decision era, women can no longer rely on getting such healthcare. It varies from state to state, which puts women's health, lives, and ability to give birth in jeopardy.